Soft White Underbelly - For Better Undestanding

Soft White Underbelly The first interview that I saw was kind of creepy, that was a sex offender interview, his name is Tony, even though he talks about his past, saying that he’s gay since he was a child, that he was the victim of a kind of violation when he was 12 years old just because he was looking like a girl, so, someone took advantage to it, however, he said that being gay it’s not a big deal in his family because he comes from a circus family, then he said that he touches a child in an inappropriate way, but even though he said that the fact that someone did it to him when he was a child does not mean that he has to do it, but however he did it, he said that he does not forgive himself for it, and I think that what he did not has to happen, even though he is sorry about it there’s nothing that can changed it. I don’t know, I just think that there is no reason that could be enough to forgive when he did. The second interview that I saw was “Alcoholic interview”- Melvina, she’s mother of two children that are not with her, She said something about a virus, and she lives in the streets of New Mexico, she uses to drink alcohol, but even though she said that the reason of why she lives in the streets it’s because she wants to show her people that she can by herself, what I don’t understand about her it’s why she lives in the street if she said that she has her GED and she studied nursing, know some mechanic, she explained that her manner to get money it’s like taking stuff from the streets that in part are stolen things, not to resell them, to give it to someone who need it, and that’s good but I will never understand her reason of why she did not uses what she knows to survive.