University:
Mississippi College
Course:
ENG 1113 | English Composition I
Academic year:

2024
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38

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3
Author:

Ceniya J

Jefferson Ceniya Jefferson Diagnostic Essay K.Barton Why I Continue… There were times in my life when my motivation was in decline. To persist was a challenge at times, but the obstacles to achievement were worth it. My home life felt like motivation. My parents are separated along with having no relationship with either. I take care of myself and depend on them financially until I’m an adult. My grandparents were my parents. They raised me to be a respectable, beloved person until one left us and a terminal illness spread across my family. I learned to mature quickly, express my thoughts in writing instead of rebellious behavior, and conjure with adults due to neglect. The Decline Having a lack of communication, facing abandonment and trauma from a passing life, along with taking over house labor set me into a spiral. I had nowhere to think and no way to feel free or enjoy a life worth living. Writing gives me the life jacket in the middle of the sea, where it gives me structure, and discipline in an open space to be myself. During that time, I didn’t want to do anything. It seemed as though I wasn’t qualified, and I didn’t have the family/financial support for any of it. When living to breathe creates a balanced environment for peace of mind while trying to appeal to grown adults, it becomes an exhausting cycle of melancholy. Jefferson Falling I existed at the age of eight, instead of living: Social skills declining, maturing increasing, cleaning a regime, writing a hobby, happiness a foreign word. The abuse for having an opinion of wanting something as small as a candy bar led me to be ungrateful for bread and jelly. The verbal, emotional, physical, and mental abuse starting at the age of eight turned to room & contingency. Envisioning a life outside without supervision and unwanted statements seemed like self-sabotage. It came to be, having the grades, the hope, and the ability to do anything, but nothing matters if one doesn’t have an avenue of support. The Abyss My path to success will lead through Biology in Biomedical Science, into Dermaceuticals, and finally Dermatological Surgery. My motive alludes to women of color having a low percentage in such fields, and I wanted to change that. Achieving such a career would put me in the top three percent of women of color. The industry needs more diversity in the director position in order to understand all the conditions of the skin for all skin colors, patterns, etc. It would be a help in Science overall. What I lack is what I want to give. I seek to allow myself to know I have value in my intelligence. CONCLUSION Living through the layers of iniquity only brings me to understand how not being successful or content in my own body could cause me to be unrecognizable. I found a reason to continue, to achieve my dreams, and express myself outside just writing. I value liberty in all shapes and forms due to my difficult experiences. Furthermore, I can help others, myself, and Jefferson science in general if I continue on my path. In the end, it’s a long process, but quitting will not speed it up. Works Cited ● https://docs.google.com/document/d/1TRVfprzPVgwvMD4jMqPI72RUTidy6g0BLoSO0 BneOK0/edit ● https://bold.org/app/profile/

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